Monday, April 11, 2016

Filling empty spaces

Now that I have gotten off of heroin I have to find something to do with my time. Boardom and complacency are my worst enemies. I love photography. Here are a few shots i took. 

Sunday, April 10, 2016

NY Times video about heroin addiction in Maine

https://youtu.be/8rnSsB0vfCQ

My favorate author is Poe. Who was also a Morphine addict....

"I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge.

It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason.

It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange impending doom."


Edgar Allan Poe

Day 4 on 2 days doses

Not as bad as i thought it was going to be but its still damb uncomfortable. Woke up feeling a little jittery. However, the sickness has been staved off pretty well. Today should be interesting though. No matter what, its better then the alternative. Getting up, hustling money for bags, shooting up, fucking up my arms, only to have to shoot up 4 hours later. Thank you #Suboxone.

Saturday, April 9, 2016

Suboxone. I hope it works

I started Suboxone yesterday and so far i feel pretty good. I do have a touch of sickness but nothing close to what i would have if i stopped cold turkey. I was suprised that i could get back on the program. The pharmacy didn't have all of the films i was supposed to get. But thats ok. Ill get by with what i have for now. I hope this is the last of my heroin addiction. I will report the day to day progress or failure.